I hate that I kinda miss you. I hate that we dont talk anymore, and we´re basically strangers. 

I miss how you made me feel, cause those few weeks made me really happy. I hate that you´ve move on, 

I hate that we dont even keep in touch. I just hate it, I wish I could go back and redo everything.

All a really girls wants is find a guy to prove her 

that they are not all the same.

What did I do to you to deserve this? You build up my hopes

and then they al fail. You put me throught it over and over and

I dont have control over my emotions so I just take it.

Fuck this.

I kind of miss you, not as I miss because I like you but I miss talking with 

you everyday like we used to, talk as friends, talking about everything

and anything all day everyday, spilling out emotions talking about 

music and our problems, everything. I just miss when we used to talk, now

Its like we dont even know eachother anymore and it kind of hurts, even

though we werent anything, It still hurts knowing we´ve grown apart 

and it went by so quickly, I wish I could have you back in the way we

where we´d just rely on each other, as friends. 

If you consider giving up on some, you probably already have.

If you think you are in love with someone, your probably wrong. 

All the guys say they are different, wich makes them all the same, jerks.

I dont know why girls fall so head over heels for guys.

Like whats so great about them?

Sure the hug you, kiss you, tell you you are beautiful, and make you feel special, 

but in the end, all they cause pain. Pain when they dont call you. Pain when when

you try and take his phone but he wont let you. Pain when you ask to chill but he 

says he is busy. Pain when you find out there is someone else. And even if he is 

not cheating, in the end he still always hurt you because he "doesnt have the same

feeling anymore", bullshit. How do you love someone one day and wake up the 

next morning and not love them anymore. Its fucked up,  isnt it? And what 

hurts the most how they make it look so easy. But whatever, im over it, or 

atleast Im getting there. I think i´ve just realize that I dont deserve to feel like this.

There is nothing I can do that will change fate. Whats meant to be, will be. When

the time its right.

Its funny how hello always ends with goodbye, 

Its funny how good memories can make you cry, 

Its funny how forever never seems to last, 

Its funny how friends can just leave you when you are down,

Its funny how people and feelings change, 

Its funny how one night can contain so much to regret, 

Its funny how ironic life turns to be, 

but the funniest part of all, none of thats funny to me

Every girl has that one guy she goes back to, heartbreak after heartbreak, and nobody knows, not even her. She just cant let go

Just because we dont talk it doesnt mean I dont think about you.  Im trying to distance myself 

because I know I cant have you.

I heard you are a player. So lets play a game.

Lets sweet talk.

Lets play fight. 

Lets tell eachother good morning and good night every day.

Lets take walks togheter.

Lets give eachother nicknames.

Lets hang out with each others firends.

Lets go on dates.

Lets talk on the phone all night.

Lets hold each other.

Lets kiss and hug.

And whoever falls in love first?

Loses.

You may think this paragraph it is intended for someone else.

But it is not. It is really meant for YOU who are at the instant

reading it.

What we now ask you is, Why don’t you do something about

It? It has troubled so long one would think you might take

the time to sit down calmy and decide one for all what is the

best to do.

At bottom, you know, the whole difficulty are lies with yourself.

You have shrunk form facing it. You haven’t been honest with

yourself. You need to exercise your will. Not too much, of

course. Rome wasn’t built in one day. Take it easy. It will

gradually disappear, and you wont know your oldself.

And no matter how hard I pretend, I still miss you.

I miss waking up to your texts.

And waiting for your goodnight message.

I miss your goofy jokes and your warm laughter.

I miss having you at the end of a hard day.

And talking to you, sharing every little thing.

I miss your voice your smile, that twinkle in your eyes.

But most of all I miss calling you mine

"The gratest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others

how they love them while they are alive"

Optimus Prime

It sucks when you know you shouldn't hold on because they don't deserve you, but yet you're too in love to let them go.

It's stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you, but it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted.

L

Because lets face it, no matter how much you tell yourself you are over someone 

your heart knows the truth

Fine, go. Leave me. Just please, dont come back again, because im never 

able to say no to you. And I could not stand you leaving yet again.

L

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain.

But actually is the good ones that drive you insane

ladies: at some point you have to realize that he doesn't care, and maybe you're missing out on someone who does.

Some aspects of life you should learn: 

Never expect.

Never assume

Never ask 

and NEVER DEMAND.

Just let it be.

If its meant to be, it will happen

never ever

You were never supposed to mean this much to me; I was never supposed to fall so hard.

But you know what? I did and thats the truth; thats what keeps me holding on because it 

hurts like hell to let you go.

I don't know whose more cruel; YOU for using me or MYSELF for letting you.

I don't hate you, I never could. I don't regret meeting you, I never will. But I do regret our relationship. It destroyed our friendship

You've pissed me off, you've made me cry, you've made me scream but at the end of the day, I wouldn't want to be with anyone but you.

L

Vamos a decirnos adiós 

como se debe
sin rencor y sin duda de que 

es lo mejor.
Vamos a brindar esta despedida
con la certeza de
haber vivido algo que 

nos cambió
Aqui va esta por los dos

 y lo que tuvimos,

una bella historia de

 amor que terminó
Me diste tanto y yo me entregé
pero hubo algo que no supimos ver
Es tan bueno despedirnos
como habernos conocido
Es tan bueno aceptar
la derrota como fue luchar
Por lo que tuvimos tu y yo
y se acabo por eso brindemos hoy
Te pido no lo intentes más
la puerta se a cerrado
busca tu felicidad en otro lado
Yo hare lo mismo y no te olvidaré
siempre seras alguien
que quise de verdad

.

"The scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you"

Just once, I want someone to be scared of losing me.

secret: There's a good in GOODbye

A promise is a promise, at least that's what they say. Well welcome to reality, where they're broken everyday.

Haven't you heard? I'm the crazy bitch around here

It's hard to wait around for something you know may never happen; but it's harder when you know it's everything you want.

Mientras mas te conozco, menos entiendo la razon porque te quiero tanto

You can tell me a hundred times that you're sorry, and a thousand more that it won't happen again, but we both know the truth.

Don't tell me she is just a friend, just so you know we also started being just "friends".

i had a lot of reasons to give up on you, but i still choose to stay. you had lots of reasons to stay buet you choose to give up.

L

You break my heart. Break it again. Apologize. Attempt to fix it. When it heals. Break it again. And somehow, I still love you.

The worst feeling in the world, is when you know you’re losing someone and there’s nothing that you can do to prevent being replaced.

I have to learn to stop and realize not to settle for less than what I deserve, and I deserve a hell of a lot better than you.

I don't want something perfect, I want something real. Something between the two of us, something we can feel.

Secret: The person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you feel stronger is actually your weakness.

Pero extraño gritar y pelear, los llamados, las promesas, nuestros sueños, y asi te amaba, quebrandote y hundiendote, es una especie de montaña rusa. Y tú eras salvaje y loco, tan frustadamente toxico, complicado, te fuiste por error y ahora...

extraño gritar y pelear y los besos en la lluvia los mensajes, las sonrisas, las palabras que tanto me gustaba escuchar, tu locura, tus chistes, tu risa, tu mirada, tus consejos, la manera en que me hipnotizabas en tan solo un instante, como podías hacerme creer en el amor, nuestras charlas, el por siempre y para siempre. Extraño todo de vos, y nunca supe, no,nunca supe que podía amar tanto como te amo ahora...

IM SORRY FOR BEING A STUPID, AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY
TO MAKE YOU STAY.

And the feeling that you gave me,

no matter what I do, or where I go it will always remain 

Es muy triste esto, y aun no creo, no puedo creer que siga doliendo de esta manera. Te puedo jurar que mas de cien veces intenté que no me afectara, pero la herida aun esta ahi. Es como una cicatriz que nunca cierra, como una puntada que nunca reduce su dolor. No importa cuantas veces lo haya intentado, siempre vuelve y no lo puedo evitar. No es suficiente que me hables, que me llames, que me tengas en cuenta, no es suficiente que preguntes sobre mi cuando me recuerdas, no es suficiente, no es suficiente que creas que dices todo lo que quiero oir. 
El no me ha visto temblar, esperando una palabra, algun gesto, algun abrazo.. El no se imagina cuanto sueño con nuestros encuentros, el solo sabe que ahi estoy, siempre que me nesesite. Crei que me bastaba con saber que el me queria, crei que era bastante con ser parte de su vida pero de una u otra forma nunca estamos conformes, no importa cual sea el caso, nesesitamos mas. Y no importa cuanto trate, siempre termino igual, se que el solo quiere amistad..

The saddest thing is you could be anything
That you could want
We could have been everything
But now we're not
Now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
And giving up this dream i built with you
A fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do

I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye

After all the things you put me through
Tell me why i'm still in love with you
And why am i, why am i still waiting for your call
You broke my heart
I'm taking it back from you
And taking back the life i gave to you
Life goes on before and after you
I've got some growing up to do

the reason why I dont give up? 

miracles happens every day

sometimes you say something, and I realize that maybe I dont know you so well
after all. And in those moments I fumble, and I wonder, and I grow scared for a second, 
and then, as usal, I fall more in love with you than I really was.

secret: sometimes you have to fall from the mountain to realize what you are climbing for.

No matter how many coins you throw into a fountain or the number of fingers

you cross, if it is not meant to be, it simply wont happen.

You are the only fish in my ocean.

Im sorry I constantly want to talk to you. Im sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad.
Im sorry If I say things that might piss you off. Im sorry if I come off as annoying. Im sorry
if you dont want to talk to me as much as I want. Im sorry if I thing about you too much 
and too often. Im sorry if I tell you about m pointless drama when you dont really care.
Im sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

Promise me you will never forget me 
because if I thought you would 
I´d never leave.
Winnie the Pooh

-I will love you forever
-You will?
-Yes. Thats the problem.

That boy & girl

That arent quite bestfriends.

But they tell eachother almost everything,

when they are in public they follow eachother around with their eyes.

They always say they dont have feelings for eachother,

but they are constantly hoping the other one does.

When they hang out, they just laugh.

Everyone who does not know them will ask:

"are you dating?"

and they will smurk and politely respond "no", they wish they were though.

Everyone thinks they should do, 

they never fight, and if they do, its a short minor argument.

They need to get married.

Cuántas veces nos salvó el pudor
Y mis ganas de siempre buscarte
Pedacito de amor delirante
Colgado de tu cuello un sábado de lluvia a las 5 de la tarde
Sabe Dios cómo me cuesta dejarte
Y te miro mientras duermes, más no voy a despertarte
Es que hoy se me agotó la esperanza
Porque con los que nos queda de nosotros ya no alcanza
Eres lo que más he querido en la vida
Lo que más he querido
Cuántas veces quise hacerlo bien
Y pequé por hablar demasiado
No saber dónde, cómo ni cuándo
Todos estos años caminando juntos ahora no parecen tantos
Sabe Dios todo el amor que juras
Pero hoy nada es lo mismo ya no vamos a engañarnos
Que soy una mujer en el mundo
Que hizo todo lo que pudo
No te olvides ni un segundo.
Shakira.

I dont get it.
I dont get you at all. 
Some days you care so much.
Some days you dont at all. 
I think that if you never heard 
from me again youd be all right.
That kills me.
Share your secret please.
I need to move on, 
because you already have.

Secret: You mean more to me than I will ever let you know

Its scary to think that one day, all this eventually end.

"The best relationships, the ones that last, 

are frequently the ones that 

are rooted in friendship"

And when I wanna talk you say to me that if it's meant to be it will be
So crazy is this thing we call love and now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I'm overboard
And I need your love pull me up
I can't swim on my own It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me my lifesaver

But every time I try to move on, you are right there

im never going to be enough for you.

im not pretty, smart, or fascinating.

im really fucking sory.

L

I´m making some changes in my life. If you don´t hear 
anything from me, you are one of them

sometimes it is not only 

the bad memories that makes you sad, 

also the best ones 

cause you know will not happen 

for the second time.

l

Why do i still love you? why? you´ve already moved on, so why haven´t i? i wish i could make myself get over you. It´s not as easy as it sounds. why can you get over me so quick, but i´m still holding on? like a stupid little girl. like you´re going to come back someday. why do i believe this is going to happen?

I spend half of my time thinking about how much i love you,
and i spend the other half of my time wishing that i never met you

You were everything, everything that I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be, 
but we lost it.

IM TIRED OF MOTHERFUCKERS
SAYING THAT THEY WORRY ABOUT ME
WHEN IN FACT THEY PROBABLY
NEVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME

I know it´s over

and it never really began

but in my heart

IT WAS SO REAL

Don´t worry, just breath.
If it´s meant to be, it will find it´s way.

So you have a past. Everybody does. What I want to know is if I have a place in your future.

In your life, you meet many people. Some you never think about again, some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they even think about you And then there are some that you wish you never had to think about again but you do.

If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never yours to begin with.

“Cuando leas esta carta, puede que haya muerto... Si esta carta llega a tus manos, verás como fui tuya sin que tú siquiera supieses que existía.” - Carta de una desconocida (1948).

 
"La mayoría de personas cuando tienen una aventura o una relación larga y rompen, la olvidan, pasan a otra cosa y la olvidan como si nada hubiera pasado. Yo jamás olvido a alguien con quien he compartido algo, porque cada persona tiene sus cualidades propias, no se puede reemplazar a nadie, lo que se pierde, se pierde. Cada vez que acabo una relación me afecta muchísimo, jamás me recupero del todo, por eso pongo mucho cuidado en las relaciones porque me duelen demasiado, aunque sea el royo de una noche...no suelo tenerlos porque echaría de menos las cualidades propias de esa persona, me fijo en los pequeños detalles". – Antes del atardecer